Zeynep Bolat, Antakya<\/p>\n\n\n\n
2013 \u015eubat sonu, Mart ba\u015f\u0131\u00a0Antakya\u2019ya yeni ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\u00a0\u00a0 Ev bulmaya, eksik e\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131 toparlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, o zamanlar pek fark\u0131nda olmasam da \u015fehrin en g\u00fcvenli yerlerinden\u00a0olan U\u011fur Mumcu Bulvar\u0131\u2019nda nihayet bir ev bulabilmi\u015ftim. Evim, i\u015fe giden k\u00f6y dolmu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n ge\u00e7ti\u011fi, \u015fehir merkezine y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek 15 dk.l\u0131k bir mesafedeydi. Antakya insan\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131cakkanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve g\u00fcler y\u00fczl\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ilk yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u00a0insanlar\u0131n bana \u201cmerhaba\u201d demesi ile ke\u015ffetmi\u015f oldum. Kar\u015f\u0131dan kar\u015f\u0131ya ge\u00e7erken yayalara yol vermeleri, yemekleri, bayramlar\u0131 derken ba\u015fka bir \u00fclkeye giden gezgin gibi hissediyordum. Ve hep g\u00fczel ke\u015fiflerdi. Derken \u0130stanbul’da, 31 May\u0131s\u2019\u00a0ta\u00a0Gezi Park\u0131\u2019ndaki a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n s\u00f6k\u00fclmemesi i\u00e7in\u00a0g\u00fcnlerce\u00a0direnen insanlar\u0131 ve parka m\u00fcdahaleyi\u00a0haberlerden izlerken \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m her seferinde daha da artmaya devam etti. M\u00fcdahaleler her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn artarken destek veren insan say\u0131s\u0131 da artmaya devam ediyordu. Takip eden di\u011fer g\u00fcnlerde Antakya’da ve di\u011fer illerde de buna kar\u015f\u0131 duru\u015flar ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u00a0 \u0130lk defa t\u00fcm \u00fclkenin birlikte olma halini sadece 23 Nisanlarda, \u015eeker bayramlar\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm bir manzaray\u0131 gezi olaylar\u0131nda da g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum.\u00a0 Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u00a0evin konumu da Armutlu Mahallesi\u2019nin sonunda, herkesin g\u00fcvenli alan olarak topland\u0131\u011f\u0131, 1 May\u0131s\u2019lar\u0131n an\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u015fimdilerde Defne il\u00e7esinin merkezi olan aland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u015f \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131 arkada\u015f\u0131m bana gelmi\u015f, yemek yemi\u015ftik ve ak\u015fam soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p destek vermek istiyorduk. Asans\u00f6r\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde kom\u015fum bir paket maske alm\u0131\u015f “d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gen\u00e7lere da\u011f\u0131taca\u011f\u0131m, siz de al\u0131n” dedi\u011finde bo\u011faz\u0131m\u0131n d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenmesini, heyecan\u0131m\u0131 ve arkada\u015f\u0131mla birbirimize “evet, galiba bu kez olacak” umutlu bak\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 unutamam. Armutlu\u2019dan G\u00fcnd\u00fcz Caddesi\u2019ne y\u00fcr\u00fcrken barikat kurmak i\u00e7in evlerden bir s\u00fcr\u00fc e\u015fya at\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Sandalyeler, berjer, buzdolab\u0131, \u00e7anak anten, masa, dolap… Sanki m\u00fczede gezer gibi caddede y\u00fcr\u00fcyorduk. Ve bir saks\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ek, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir sardunya, duygular derya, deniz…Y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam ettik. B\u00fct\u00fcn mahalle d\u0131\u015farda, \u00e7oluk \u00e7ocu\u011fuyla. Heyecan\u0131m hi\u00e7 bitmiyor. Teyzenin bir tanesi yukardan sesleniyor “bir \u015feye ihtiyac\u0131n\u0131z var m\u0131?” diye. D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yolunda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 sardunya at\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerde k\u0131yamad\u0131m yan\u0131ma ald\u0131m. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 sardunya da d\u00fcnyay\u0131 kurtaracakt\u0131. Nas\u0131l b\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00f6revdi, ne kadar onurlu. Halbuki sen bir \u00e7i\u00e7ektin. Kim derdi bir g\u00fcn sen barikat \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi olacaks\u0131n. Kendimden utand\u0131m. insan olarak yapabileceklerimin alt\u0131nda ezildim. Hi\u00e7bir s\u00f6z beni bu denli etkiler miydi k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 sardunya kadar? Y\u00fcreklendim, sardunyan\u0131n ba\u015fard\u0131klar\u0131ndan etkilenerek…
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G\u00fcnd\u00fczleri de y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015fler oluyordu. U\u011fur Mumcu Bulvar\u0131\u2019ndan ba\u015flay\u0131p G\u00fcnd\u00fcz Caddesi\u2019ne devam eden, Yelo\u011flu K\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fc\u2019nden S\u00fcmerler\u2019e oradan \u015e\u00fckr\u00fc G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc Bulvar\u0131’na ve tekrar U\u011fur Mumcu\u2019ya geliyorduk. Ama yetmiyordu, tekrar y\u00fcr\u00fcyorduk. Y\u00fczlerce kad\u0131n, erkek, ya\u015fl\u0131, gen\u00e7, \u00e7ocuklar… Sloganlar y\u00fckseliyor, arabalar korna sesleriyle ritim tutuyordu. Tabiki mizah dolu d\u00f6vizlerin hepsini okumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum, okuyup okuyup g\u00fcl\u00fcyorduk. Sanki en \u00e7ok g\u00fcld\u00fcren ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcren d\u00f6vize \u00f6d\u00fcl verilecekti. Y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f s\u0131ras\u0131nda penceresinden elinde damar yolu tak\u0131l\u0131 bir kad\u0131n geceli\u011fiyle selam veriyordu, ayakta duramamas\u0131na ra\u011fmen kortej biti\u015fine kadar da pencerede el sall\u0131yordu elinin o haliyle.
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Ertesi g\u00fcn tekrar alanlardayd\u0131k. Bu kez polisin m\u00fcdahalesi olmu\u015ftu. At\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir kaps\u00fcl\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcp elime ald\u0131m, incelemek istemi\u015ftim. Sosyal medyada biber gazlar\u0131n\u0131n tarihinin ge\u00e7mesinden bahsediyorlard\u0131, bu hareket bile insan haklar\u0131na ayk\u0131r\u0131 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Elime ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m kaps\u00fcl\u00fcn de son kullanma tarihi ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. Sanki kullanma tarihinin ge\u00e7memi\u015f onu kullanmay\u0131 hakl\u0131 k\u0131lacakm\u0131\u015f gibi. Hatta \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcklerine de \u015fahit olduk. Berkin Elvan 2 Haziran\u2019da \u0130stanbul\u2019da, Abdullah C\u00f6mert 3 Haziran\u2019da Antakya\u2019da, Ahmet Atakan 10 Eyl\u00fcl\u2019de Antakya\u2019da b\u00f6yle kaps\u00fcllerle \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015flerdi. Antakya\u2019da o gece kom\u015fum Meral ve minik k\u0131z\u0131 Cemre de alandalard\u0131. Meral daha sonra bir kaps\u00fcl\u00fcn onlar\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bahsetmi\u015fti. Minik ama kocaman y\u00fcre\u011fiyle Cemre “anne polis neden biber gazi s\u0131kt\u0131, balonlar u\u00e7tu\u011fu i\u00e7in mi?” diye sormu\u015f. Cemre\u2019nin bahsetti\u011fi balonlar sald\u0131r\u0131dan \u00f6nce gen\u00e7lerin u\u00e7urdu\u011fu dilek balonlar\u0131yd\u0131. B\u00f6yle bir soruya insan nas\u0131l cevap verir? 3 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki Cemre\u2019nin, Cemrelerin bu ya\u015flarda sordu\u011fu sorular ne zaman cevaplanacaklar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
4 Haziran\u2019da Abdullah C\u00f6mert’in cenazesine Meral, minik Cemre, ben ve binlerce insan kat\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Toplumsal haf\u0131zam\u0131z i\u00e7in k\u0131ymetli olan Abdullah\u2019\u0131n ve Ahmet\u2019in \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fckleri yerler hala an\u0131t mezar olarak duruyor, unutturmamak, unutmamak i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu arada \u00fclke g\u00fcndemi, d\u00fcnya g\u00fcndemi haline de gelmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Gezi Park\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ruhunu Antakya\u2019da \u015e\u00fckr\u00fc G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc Bulvar\u0131\u2019ndaki Sevgi Park\u0131\u2019nda ya\u015fatt\u0131lar. G\u00fcnd\u00fcz \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor ak\u015fam da Sevgi Park\u0131\u2019n\u0131 ziyaret edip eyleme kat\u0131l\u0131yordu insanlar. \u00c7ad\u0131rlar kurulmu\u015f, at\u00f6lye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131, kom\u00fcnal ya\u015fam derken, \u201cba\u015fka bir d\u00fcnya m\u00fcmk\u00fcn\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu Sevgi Park\u0131 da. Evet, ba\u015fka bir d\u00fcnya m\u00fcmk\u00fcn. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 sardunya barikattayken, Cemre minicik elleriyle annesinin ellinden tutarak alanlarda zafer i\u015fareti yaparken, barikat i\u00e7in att\u0131klar\u0131 e\u015fyalar\u0131 belki k\u0131sa zamanda alacak paralar\u0131 olmayan y\u00fcre\u011fi zengin Armutlu insanlar\u0131, hasta halinde ayakta zor durmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen ayakta durmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan ya\u015fl\u0131 teyze, eczaneden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir kutu maskeyi gen\u00e7lere da\u011f\u0131tan kom\u015fum Suzan Abla varken ve alanlarda \u201cba\u015fka d\u00fcnya m\u00fcmk\u00fcn\u201d diye hayk\u0131rarak \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclen, ya\u015famlar\u0131 elinden al\u0131nan 7 g\u00fczel insan… Evet, ba\u015fka bir d\u00fcnya m\u00fcmk\u00fcn.
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Zeynep Bolat, Antakya 2013 \u015eubat sonu, Mart ba\u015f\u0131\u00a0Antakya\u2019ya yeni ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\u00a0\u00a0 Ev bulmaya, eksik e\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131 toparlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, o zamanlar pek fark\u0131nda olmasam da \u015fehrin en g\u00fcvenli yerlerinden\u00a0olan U\u011fur Mumcu Bulvar\u0131\u2019nda nihayet bir ev bulabilmi\u015ftim. Evim, i\u015fe giden k\u00f6y dolmu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n ge\u00e7ti\u011fi, \u015fehir merkezine y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek 15 dk.l\u0131k bir mesafedeydi. Antakya insan\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131cakkanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve g\u00fcler y\u00fczl\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ilk yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken…<\/p>","protected":false},"author":66,"featured_media":3171,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_coblocks_attr":"","_coblocks_dimensions":"","_coblocks_responsive_height":"","_coblocks_accordion_ie_support":"","_eb_attr":"","inline_featured_image":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[95],"tags":[229,223,228],"ppma_author":[622],"class_list":["post-3170","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sen-anlat","tag-baskadunyamumkun","tag-gezi7yasinda","tag-kirmizisardunya","author-zeynep-bolat"],"authors":[{"term_id":622,"user_id":0,"is_guest":1,"slug":"zeynep-bolat","display_name":"Zeynep Bolat","avatar_url":"https:\/\/www.mordayanisma.org\/wp-content\/litespeed\/avatar\/23494c9101089ad44ae88ce9d2f56aac.jpg?ver=1788427700","author_category":"","first_name":"","last_name":"","user_url":"","job_title":"","description":""}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mordayanisma.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3170","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mordayanisma.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mordayanisma.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mordayanisma.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/66"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mordayanisma.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3170"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.mordayanisma.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3170\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mordayanisma.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3171"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.mordayanisma.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3170"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mordayanisma.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3170"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mordayanisma.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3170"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.mordayanisma.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/ppma_author?post=3170"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}